I Need Motivation, Now!

It’s been approximately 1.5 years i am stuck in this condition of unproductive. I should have finished my thesis last semester ideally. But i found this task so hard, that i lack internal motivation. Now i almost forgot what to do next since the last meeting with my tutor.

Yes, i’m the kind of person that only moves whenever internal motivations take part. GOD, GRACE ME YOU WILL TO LIVE…I WANT TO SURVIVE THIS TEST OF YOU!!
So help me God…i’d try my best hence…